hello everyone i am blogging on this bc i am not sure what else i should do .... there is this guy who has been one of my really close friends for about a year and a half now and when i say close i mean really (best friend close) and well lets just say we have always thought of eachother like brother and sister. since a few weeks ago it all started when i had to bail him out and well when that happened all he could really say was i am glad you picked me up of course i thought that was real nice but nothing out of the ordinary cause he is just a nice person and would say something like that but then it started happening.. we became closer i he started to ask me to spend the night, he asked me to spend the day with him, he made dinner for me, we started going to bars together then one night after all this we finally messed around only thing was we practically went the whole way but he couldnt get it up... i am not sure what to do with this problem, it has never happened to me before, does anyone know what this means. and trust me he was not to drunk cause i have seen him drunk!

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hi..i just need s.ome advice .. can I share my story ???

hello guys, i just want to share my story and let's see what you can say about it or any advice that you can give about it. Let me start with the truth that i haven't had any boyfriend since before, but there are some suitors but unfortunately i don't see them as to be my boyfriend. I had this guy i fell in love and i keep on believing and waiting that he will love me the way i do to him but it didn't happen. I forget all about him by focusing to someone but then again but it goes the same way. I'm just 19, i had a relationship with a same sex and until now she keeps on saying that she loves me and she cant live without me, i cant say to her that i want someone because i don't want to break her heart but because of that i cant do what i want to do. My mind says " its okay to make her happy since all that you had loved did not gave your love back". There's a guy i met during my review for an exam, he got all what i want from a guy, a dancer, with a bad boy look but still he's nice, good, humble and yet cheerful. We get friends and he asked me if i had an experience about sex and i said i'm still a virgin. Because i want him and because of what i think that he may like me after we do it so i'd agree with what he want, but suddenly he told me to promise not to be attach to him, that i should not be fall in love with him. I fell in love with him and still i love him so much.My question, why all of the people i'd loved, why there's no someone who who can love me back??