I promise Iāll stop whining about how sick Iāve been latelyā¦but I think now Iām becoming a little wacko.
Sometimes, for me, a very bad cold can take on some characteristics of depressionā¦so thereās a few things I try to avoid thinking about when Iām sick as I have been, since New Yearās eve:
ā¢ I try not to worry about work so much.
ā¢ I try to shut off my mental DVD that would normally have me revisiting my crazy up-bringing, several awful career faux pas, and well, just my overall incompetence.
ā¢ I try not to look in the mirror too much becauseā¦itās just, well you know what you look like when youāre sick.
But hereās something Iāve not thought about beforeā¦you should not watch beautiful movie stars when youāre in this condition.
I happened to have caught Pride and Predjudiceā¦the remake with Keira Knightly.
This girl is so astonishingly beautiful, it became tedious to watch her. She is luminous, mysterious-lookingā¦sheās just one of those stars that you canāt not look at while sheās in a scene.
Julia Roberts used to be my pick for most beautiful starā¦but she can sometimes take on that āgood light/bad lightā thing (Anyone familiar with the Seinfeld show?).
Of course, after the movie, I ended up staring at myself in the mirrorā¦wishing I lived in Jane Austinās England.
I told you, Iāve become totally bonkers with this cold.
Tonight I think maybe Iāll just read. Iām thinking something Sex and the City-ish.
p.s. Whatshername, Appleās mother, in Emma can have a similar effect on me.
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