Wayward Amy Winehouse has given a disturbing insight in to her private life, cutting her stomach with a shard of mirror during a magazine interview.
The singer reportedly carved the words ‘I love Blake’ into her stomach and made repeated foul mouth rants, as she spoke to US rock magazine Spin.
Talking before her recent marriage to husband Blake Fielder-Civil, she ranted about her new found superstardom.
‘I’m not in this to be a f***ing role model’ she insisted.
Fielder-Civil, joined her at the interview in the Toad Hall pub, New York, reportedly threatening a drinker, asking the interviewer: ‘Tell the guy who looks like he has leukaemia I’m going to slit his throat.’
According to reports the jazz songstress then cut into her stomach after posing with a shard of mirror for the photo shoot.
She then went to the toilet several times, repeatedly checking her nose with the piece of mirror.
The ‘Rehab’ singer, who has admitted self harm in the past said:
‘I don’t care. I don’t care about any of this and I don’t have much of an opinion on myself.’
‘I write songs because I’m f***ed in the head and need to get something good out of something bad.’
‘I thought ‘I’m going to die if I don’t write down the way I feel I’m going to do myself in.’ It’s nothing spectacular.
‘And if I did I’d be a f***ing right ****, wouldn’t I?’
Earlier this year she told Q magazine, she began self-harm in her younger days.
She said: ‘It’s a funny thing, a morbid curiosity. I’m talking about when I was nine. What does it feel like? ‘Ow, that f*****g hurts’.
Winehouse made the comments after appearing at the Elle Style Awards with mysterious scars on her arms.
She married Blake Fielder-Civil in a surprise Miami wedding in May. Her album Back to Black has been a top 10 hit in the US.
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