I am so terribly unhappy in my relationship but i cant bring myself to leave why is that

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CYBERDAYZE CYBERDAYZE

MY INCOGNITO FRIEND, ONLY KNOWN AS ‘C’, SHOWED UP IN MY EMAIL INBOX ABOUT ONE YEAR AGO, ASKING, “WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR TOENAILS?” OF ALL THINGS. AND SO IT WENT. ALTHOUGH I KNOW FROM WHENCE HE CAME, I DO NOT KNOW HOW HE FOUND MY EMAIL ADDRESS-EITHER HE STUMBLED ACROSS CYBERDAYZE.COM, WHICH HAS MY EMAIL ADDRESS LISTED, OR HE GUESSED IT. NEVERTHELESS, I ENJOYED HIS RANDOM, OUT-OF-THE-BLUE, ODD AND ENTERTAINING QUESTIONS OR STATEMENTS. SEVERAL TIMES HE SENT SHORT STORIES HE HAD WRITTEN. MY LAST POST FROM HIM WAS THIS:

“WHY DO I NOT SEDUCE YOU I HAVE WONDERED MUCH OVER THE LENGTH OF OUR RELATIONSHIP? I HAVE SOLD MYSELF ON THE CONCEPT THAT I WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH THE PSYCHOLOGICAL MAYHEM THAT DRIVES YOU AS IT MIRRORS MY OWN. I HAVE DONE SO IN THE PAST AND IN THE END I DISCOVERED THAT "LOVE” HURTS. I AM CERTAIN IT IS WHY I DWELL IN MY CYBER REALITY, THOUGH I HAVE BEGUN TO VENTURE OUT RECENTLY. I’M NOT SURE WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR BUT I DO FEEL PREDATORIAL IN MY ACTIONS WITH THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET RECENTLY. IT PROBABLY ANOTHER REASON I HAVE NOT PURSUED YOU, I AM SUBCONSCIOUSLY PROTECTING YOU FROM MYSELF.

I DO FREQUENTLY WONDER WHAT YOUR BODY WOULD FEEL LIKE, HOW YOUR LOVE WOULD TASTE, OUR FINGERS TWINED TOGETHER AS WE ARE LOST TO THE WORLD, A SILENCE UNTO OURSELVES IN THE CHAOS OF REALITY.“

WELL NOW. I NEVER HAD EXPECTED ANYTHING ALONG THESE LINES, BUT FOUND MYSELF HAPPY TO READ HIS WORDS. WHAT ESPECIALLY CAUGHT MY EYE WAS 'PSYCHOLOGICAL MAYHEM THAT DRIVES YOU’. SPOT ON. I ALSO EMAILED BACK THAT HE SHOULD "TAKE A CHANCE…” AND I ERRED IN USING THAT FOUR-LETTER-WORD: L-O-V-E. I SUGGESTED THAT HE ALREADY DID. I HAVEN’T HEARD FROM HIM, SINCE. OH, THAT DREADED FOUR-LETTER-WORD.
BUT. MORE THAN LIKELY I AM CORRECT IN MY ASSUMPTION: HE AND I SHARED A SIMILAR WRITING STYLE, AS WELL AS AN UNEXPLAINABLE AFFINITY TO DWELL IN INTANGIBLE. HOW MANY OTHER THINGS MIGHT WE SHARE COMMONLY IN TANGIBLE? I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER.

I MISS MY INCOGNITO FRIEND…

WHERE ARE YOU????

MY CYBERDAYZE CONTINUES.

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FACEBOOK.COM/CYBERDAYZE/
​
COME VISIT ME.

YOU, AS WELL, 'C’…

CYBERDAYZE CYBERDAYZE MY INCOGNITO FRIEND, ONLY KNOWN AS ‘C’, SHOWED UP IN MY EMAIL INBOX ABOUT ONE YEAR AGO, ASKING, “WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR TOENAILS?” OF ALL THINGS. AND SO IT WENT. ALTHOUGH I KNOW FROM WHENCE HE CAME, I DO NOT KNOW HOW HE FOUND MY EMAIL ADDRESS-EITHER HE STUMBLED ACROSS CYBERDAYZE.COM, WHICH HAS MY EMAIL ADDRESS LISTED, OR HE GUESSED IT. NEVERTHELESS, I ENJOYED HIS RANDOM, OUT-OF-THE-BLUE, ODD AND ENTERTAINING QUESTIONS OR STATEMENTS. SEVERAL TIMES HE SENT SHORT STORIES HE HAD WRITTEN. MY LAST POST FROM HIM WAS THIS: “WHY DO I NOT SEDUCE YOU I HAVE WONDERED MUCH OVER THE LENGTH OF OUR RELATIONSHIP? I HAVE SOLD MYSELF ON THE CONCEPT THAT I WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH THE PSYCHOLOGICAL MAYHEM THAT DRIVES YOU AS IT MIRRORS MY OWN. I HAVE DONE SO IN THE PAST AND IN THE END I DISCOVERED THAT "LOVE” HURTS. I AM CERTAIN IT IS WHY I DWELL IN MY CYBER REALITY, THOUGH I HAVE BEGUN TO VENTURE OUT RECENTLY. I’M NOT SURE WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR BUT I DO FEEL PREDATORIAL IN MY ACTIONS WITH THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET RECENTLY. IT PROBABLY ANOTHER REASON I HAVE NOT PURSUED YOU, I AM SUBCONSCIOUSLY PROTECTING YOU FROM MYSELF. I DO FREQUENTLY WONDER WHAT YOUR BODY WOULD FEEL LIKE, HOW YOUR LOVE WOULD TASTE, OUR FINGERS TWINED TOGETHER AS WE ARE LOST TO THE WORLD, A SILENCE UNTO OURSELVES IN THE CHAOS OF REALITY.“ WELL NOW. I NEVER HAD EXPECTED ANYTHING ALONG THESE LINES, BUT FOUND MYSELF HAPPY TO READ HIS WORDS. WHAT ESPECIALLY CAUGHT MY EYE WAS 'PSYCHOLOGICAL MAYHEM THAT DRIVES YOU’. SPOT ON. I ALSO EMAILED BACK THAT HE SHOULD "TAKE A CHANCE…” AND I ERRED IN USING THAT FOUR-LETTER-WORD: L-O-V-E. I SUGGESTED THAT HE ALREADY DID. I HAVEN’T HEARD FROM HIM, SINCE. OH, THAT DREADED FOUR-LETTER-WORD.
BUT. MORE THAN LIKELY I AM CORRECT IN MY ASSUMPTION: HE AND I SHARED A SIMILAR WRITING STYLE, AS WELL AS AN UNEXPLAINABLE AFFINITY TO DWELL IN INTANGIBLE. HOW MANY OTHER THINGS MIGHT WE SHARE COMMONLY IN TANGIBLE? I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER. I MISS MY INCOGNITO FRIEND… WHERE ARE YOU???? MY CYBERDAYZE CONTINUES. 
AMAZON.COM
CYBERDAYZE.COM
 FACEBOOK.COM/CYBERDAYZE/ ​ COME VISIT ME. 
YOU, AS WELL, 'C’…

Cyberdayze 🍹
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